Wow. Great episode (Doris Egan is my hero :D), and so much to think about...
I've got to rewatch, I feel like there's something I haven't figured out yet, so I'll just drop a few lines for the moment.
Split brain syndrome... How cool is that? :cool:
If you're interested, I found an interesting article about the different coping strategies of the two hemisferes. You can find it here:
Vilayanur Ramachandran;Figuring Out the Brain From Its Acts of Denial
A quick note about the last scene:
S4 and S5 ended in a similar albeit specular way, with House and Wilson parting in silence, only a long stare, full of sadness, passing between them.
I wonder if it's a coincidence.
sdemar wrote:
As a Huddy, I was sad by the way it ended but I can at least hang my hat on the fact that House hallucinated Cuddy and that is how he wanted his life to be.
Not necessarily.
As I see it - that is, through the House/Wilson tinted goggles permanently fused on my corneas - a parallel was drawn between House's hallucinations and the kind of delusions caused by the left hemisphere.
After all, House identifies himself with the left side of his brain - the logical, mathematical one, the one that is 'obsessed with finding answers' and that tells 'the story of who we are', words similar to those, BTW, "Amber" used at the end of the episode while talking about House himself - and dismisses the right side.
The role of the left side of the brain isn't to tell us who we really are or what we really feel or want, but to create a model about ourselves and the world and maintain it at all costs: it's about who we
think we are, about what we
think we feel and want.
The right side ("Amber"?), on the other hand, doesn't lie, doesn't confabulate: its job is to detect anomalies and force paradigm shifts, to tell us the truth, even if we don't like it or if it clashes withh what we think it's true about ourselves.
So the fact that House hallucinated Cuddy doesn't necessarily mean he really wants to be with her, or that he's really in love with her: it may only be what he thinks he wants, what is consistent with the way he sees himself.
Wow, for the first time since "Joy" I feel cautiously optimist about a possible H/W turn. :clap: